If i knew ..

If I knew it would be the last time
That I’d see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I’d hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say “I love you,”
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I’m sure you’ll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there’s always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say “I love you,”
And certainly there’s another chance
to say our “Anything I can do?”

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I’d like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you’re waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you’ll surely regret the day,

That you didn’t take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you’ll always hold them dear

Take time to say “I’m sorry,”
“Please forgive me,” “Thank you,” or “It’s okay.”
And if tomorrow never comes,
you’ll have no regrets about today.

for you

you and me

is something wrong with me?

because lately, i’ve been feeling so rejected

it seems that i can never get my way

i never get what i really desire

 

you…

you never seem to me

and i wonder what you think

when i walk passed you

what you feel and if you ever felt the same

about me…

 

just tell me that you love me

spare me feeling this way

i want you, i really wish you want me too (T.T)

i don’t wanna live without you

standing here beside me

 

you’ve stolen my heart

there’s no one else, but you ..

 

come to me, never leave me

hold me tight, never let me go

did i tell you that i need you?

 

i do, i really do ..

-uknown-

without you,

silk becomes rough

sun rises in the west

comedy seems glum and grim

honey tastes bitter

 

my world is upside down

nothing beautiful, or real

everything a blur, misty

it’s a mess

 

only with your presence

everything will be the way it used to be

because without you

life won’t mean a thing

 

light, love ..

 

will the be a time

to love and be love?

Sepatah Kata Untuk Sahabatku :(

Bisik jiwa telah terputus dalam satu hembusan nafas

Janji suci telah kau ingkari tuk bersama

Dalam suka dan duka

Yakinlah selalu … sobat

Bawa segala luka yang menyobek hatimu

Adalah pisau yang mengalir di setiap tetes darahku

Kesedihan yang nampak di raut mukamu

Adalah kepedihan terdalamku

Ketidakramahan dirimu adalah penyobek hatiku

Taukah kau sobat?

Bahwa secercah tawa yang dulu slalu menghiasi wajahmu

Kini tlah pudar dan bukan lagi

Kebanggaan dalam tali hati, antara kau dan aku

Padahal aku rapuh tanpa tangan itu

Aku ingin kau selalu menjaga dan melindungiku

Sobat …

Sebuah tamparan yang selalu kudapat bila ku bersalah

Sebuah bimbingan yang selalu merangkulku bila kulemah

Kini tak akan pernah kudapati lagi

Kemana aku harus mencari itu semua?

Kau pergi tanpa mengucap sepatah kata pun

Kau telah memutus persahabatan itu

Persahabatan yang suci

Kini tlah kau nodai dengan kebungkaman, kebohongan, dan kebosanan

Semuanya penuh kepura-puraan

Kau jadikan persahabatan

Sebagai tempat berlabuh

Tuk mencari pengalaman kehidupan

Kenapa kau lakukan ini?

Ku diam dalam kebungkaman yang penuh kesakitan

Sedangkan dirimu tertawa penuh keriangan

Lalu kini ku bertanya:

Apa menurutmu seorang sahabat?

Dan, sahabat yang tulus seperti apa?

Kau hanya diam tak bisa menjawab

Sobat …

Maafkan bila diri ini bersalah

Meski kau tlah pergi

Bagiku kau slalu ada dalam hatiku

Karena kau adalah sahabatku

Dari dulu sampai kapan pun :’)

I want to spend my lifetime loving you :3

Moon so bright, night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Life’s a dream we are dreaming

Race the moon, catch the wind
Ride the night to the end
Seize the day, stand up for the light

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do

Heroes rise, heroes fall
Rise again, win it all
In your heart, can’t you feel the glory?

Through our joy, through our pain
We can move worlds again
Take my hand, dance with me

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I could spend my lifetime loving you

Though we know we will never come again
When there is love, life begins
Over and over again

Save the night, save the day
Save your love, come what may
Love is worth everything we pay

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my life time loving you

yeyeye this song is very awesome, and i love the music too

apa ya? gatau-_-

hmm, aku lagi galau -_-

sebenernya aku gak pengen nulis, tapi lagi pengen aja (?)

galau (y) kenapa akhir-akhir ini aku sering galau, tanpa memiliki sebab yg pasti. padahal kalo dipikir-pikir, hubungan ku sama temen-temenku baik-baik aja, gak ada apa-apa sih. yaa gatau kenapa aku lagi galau aja.

menurutku, ada beberapa penyebab aku galau:

1. sahabatku tercinta dan tersayaang (._.) lagi galau-galau nya, jadinya aku ketularan gitu-_-

2. lebih banyak lagu galau daripada lagu seneng (?)

3. lagi musim galau kali ya?

 

yaudah aku cuma mau share perasaanku aja deh :’)

Simphoni Hitam :(

Malam sunyi kuimpikanmu

Kulukiskan kita bersama

Namun selalu aku betanya

Adakah aku, di mimpimu

 

Dihatiku terukhir namamu

Cinta rindu beradu satu

Namun slalu aku bertanya

Adakah aku dihatimu

 

Tlah kunyanyikan, alunan-alunan senduku

Tlah kubisikan, cerita-cerita gelapku

Tlah kuabaikan, mimpi-mimpi dan ambisiku

Tapi mengapa ku takan bisa sentuh hatimu

 

Bila saja kau disisiku

Kan kuberikan kau segalanya

Namun tak henti aku bertanya

Adakah aku di mimpimu

 

Tak bisakah kau, sedikit saja dengar aku

Dengar simphoni ku, simphoni hanya untukmu

 

Galau

 

Peri Cintaku :’)

di dalam hati ini hanya satu nama
yang ada di tulus hati ku ingini
kesetiaan yang indah takkan tertandingi
hanyalah dirimu satu peri cintaku

benteng begitu tinggi sulit untuk ku gapai

aku untuk kamu, kamu untuk aku
namun semua apa mungkin iman kita yang berbeda
Tuhan memang satu, kita yang tak sama
haruskah aku lantas pergi meski cinta takkan bisa pergi

benteng begitu tinggi sulit untuk ku gapai

aku untuk kamu, kamu untuk aku
namun semua apa mungkin iman kita yang berbeda
Tuhan memang satu, kita yang tak sama
haruskah aku lantas pergi meski cinta takkan bisa pergi

bukankah cinta anugerah berikan aku kesempatan
tuk menjaganya sepenuh jiwa oooh

(aku untuk kamu, kamu untuk aku namun semua apa mungkin

iman kita yang berbeda)

Tuhan memang satu, kita yang tak sama
haruskah aku lantas pergi meski cinta takkan bisa pergi

do you know? it really happen to me

mmm, i know we are different, but i still love you thanks for be my angel

Big Big Girl-Emilia

I’m a big big girl
in a big big world
It’s not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much

miss you much…

I can see the first leaf falling
it’s all yellow and nice
It’s so very cold outside
like the way I’m feeling inside

 

I’m a big big girl
in a big big world
It’s not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
miss you much…

 

Outside it’s now raining
and tears are falling from my eyes
why did it have to happen
why did it all have to end

 

I’m a big big girl
in a big big world

It’s not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
miss you much…

 

I have your arms around me warm like fire
but when I open my eyes
you’re gone…

 

I’m a big big girl
in a big big world
It’s not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
miss you much…

 

I’m a big big girl
in a big big world
It’s not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do feel I will miss you much
miss you much…

 

nyata :’(

Love Quotes :)

A baby is born with a need to be loved – and never outgrows it.
Frank Howard Clark

A hug is like a boomerang – you get it back right away.
Bil Keane

A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.
Ingrid Bergman

A kiss makes the heart young again and wipes out the years.
Rupert Brooke

A loving heart is the beginning of all knowledge.
Thomas Carlyle

A man content to go to heaven alone will never go to heaven.
Boethius

A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose company he finds himself electrified and enkindled, but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy.
George Jean Nathan

A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love.
Stendhal

A woman knows the face of the man she loves as a sailor knows the open sea.
Honore de Balzac

Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans fires.
Francois de La Rochefoucauld

All love shifts and changes. I don’t know if you can be wholeheartedly in love all the time.
Julie Andrews

All mankind love a lover.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

As soon go kindle fire with snow, as seek to quench the fire of love with words.
William Shakespeare

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.
Plato

Before I met my husband, I’d never fallen in love. I’d stepped in it a few times.
Rita Rudner

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
Lao Tzu

Can miles truly separate you from friends… If you want to be with someone you love, aren’t you already there?
Richard Bach

Do all things with love.
Og Mandino

First love is only a little foolishness and a lot of curiosity.
George Bernard Shaw

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.
Judy Garland

Fortune and love favor the brave.
Ovid

Friendship is Love without his wings!
Lord Byron

Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship – never.
Charles Caleb Colton

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.
Albert Einstein

How absurd and delicious it is to be in love with somebody younger than yourself. Everybody should try it.
Barbara Pym

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.
Daphne Rae

I like not only to be loved, but also to be told I am loved.
George Eliot

I was about half in love with her by the time we sat down. That’s the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty… you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are.
J. D. Salinger

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.
A. A. Milne

If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I.
Michel de Montaigne

If you want to be loved, be lovable.
Ovid

Immature love says: ‘I love you because I need you.’ Mature love says ‘I need you because I love you.’
Erich Fromm

In love the paradox occurs that two beings become one and yet remain two.
Erich Fromm

It is difficult to know at what moment love begins; it is less difficult to know that it has begun.
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

It is sad not to love, but it is much sadder not to be able to love.
Miguel de Unamuno

Life is the flower for which love is the honey.
Victor Hugo

Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit.
Khalil Gibran

Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so.
David Grayson

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes… just be an illusion.
Javan

Love conquers all.
Virgil

 

Love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other.
Rainer Maria Rilke

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.
James A. Baldwin

Love does not dominate; it cultivates.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Love is a canvas furnished by nature and embroidered by imagination.
Voltaire

Love is a game that two can play and both win.
Eva Gabor

Love is a gross exaggeration of the difference between one person and everybody else.
George Bernard Shaw

Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.
William Shakespeare

Love is all we have, the only way that each can help the other.
Euripides

Love is always bestowed as a gift – freely, willingly and without expectation. We don’t love to be loved; we love to love.
Leo Buscaglia

Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.
Peter Ustinov

Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
Robert Frost

Love is being stupid together.
Paul Valery

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.
Aristotle

Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life.
Leo Buscaglia

Love is like war: easy to begin but very hard to stop.
H. L. Mencken

Love is love’s reward.
John Dryden

Love is metaphysical gravity.
R. Buckminster Fuller

Love is much nicer to be in than an automobile accident, a tight girdle, a higher tax bracket or a holding pattern over Philadelphia.
Judith Viorst

Love is my religion – I could die for it.
John Keats

Love is only a dirty trick played on us to achieve continuation of the species.
W. Somerset Maugham

Love is that splendid triggering of human vitality the supreme activity which nature affords anyone for going out of himself toward someone else.
Jose Ortega y Gasset

Love is the beauty of the soul.
Saint Augustine

Love is the child of illusion and the parent of disillusion.
Miguel de Unamuno

Love is the delusion that one woman differs from another.
H. L. Mencken

Love is the flower you’ve got to let grow.
John Lennon

Love is the magician that pulls man out of his own hat.
Ben Hecht

Love is the poetry of the senses.
Honore de Balzac

Love is the self-delusion we manufacture to justify the trouble we take to have sex.
Daniel S. Greenberg

Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.
H. L. Mencken

Love is the word used to label the sexual excitement of the young, the habituation of the middle-aged, and the mutual dependence of the old.
John Ciardi

Love is what you’ve been through with somebody.
James Thurber

Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place.
Zora Neale Hurston

Love means not ever having to say you’re sorry.
Erich Segal

Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within.
James A. Baldwin

Love takes up where knowledge leaves off.
Thomas Aquinas

Love that is not madness is not love.
Pedro Calderon de la Barca

Loving is not just looking at each other, it’s looking in the same direction.
Antoine de Saint-Exupery

More than kisses, letters mingle souls.
John Donne

Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold.
Zelda Fitzgerald

Once the realization is accepted that even between the closest human beings infinite distances continue, a wonderful living side by side can grow, if they succeed in loving the distance between them which makes it possible for each to see the other whole against the sky.
Rainer Maria Rilke